December 2007
this is my heart right now
certainty not guaranteed
sometimes i wish i never had to physically BE anywhere. i’m sure everyone gets that feeling, but i think i get it more than i really should. it makes me just want to curl up under a tree outside and enjoy how freezing and rainy it is, and just let my mind be elsewhere. my mind is usually elsewhere anyway. like when im telling myself a thousand times over that i know what i want, and...
oh, goodness, its 12:44.
which means TODAY i get a haircut. suggestions? that means you, kathy.
this is the most amazing thing
things i love
~ music ~ pancakes ~ long drives to nowhere ~ the way i feel around certain people ~ giant bottles of hypnotiq ~ trampolines ~ black coffee ~ dandelions ~ the smell of summer ~ bubbles ~ sex ~ singing really, really loud.
dancedancedance falldown
something about
the way he looks at me. i wish i knew what it was. oh, japanther, oh, metric, oh music, oh love, oh goodness.
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makingmewant tokissallofyou allthetime
ultimately
what could i have been expecting what could i have been thinking probably nothing like what has actually happened.
something about this song
“…marzipan? YES! TWO POINTS! thank you, that would have bothered me all...”
– Myself & Mr. Lund
you weren't the first or the last or the worst
you’re pretty much just the only.
when dawn arrives
we’ll be….
fuckfuckfuck.
philophobia
you’re my deepest darkest secret.
sobbing with lust
of evident invisibles exquisite the hovering at the dark portals of hurt girl eyes sincere with wonder a poise a wounding a beautiful suppression.
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hear me out, i’m still around
lets talk
this is all for you, please tell me am i insane? iloveyou. i’m in ruins.
i’m watching you explode
sometimes darling
: i wish we still talked : i wish i hadn’t ruined everything, like i always do : i wish you could understand how i feel about you : i wish you didn’t speak only in metaphors and sometimes, darling i wish it wasn’t so blatantly obvious who i’m always talking about.
"you know who you are" never applies to me
i have loved you i do love you i will probably always love you and there’s nothing i can do because i’m never the one you write about. and now for something completely different: i’m making class of 08 shirts, because the carver ones are positively horrendous. mine have keith haring dancing people on them, so suck on thattt.
the rain is affecting my affections
sleepawake
into a clutter of trite jewels
“oh! i just ovulated!”
– Ms. King
listen.
Atelophobia
something is just not right about today. paranoia, there’s this nagging fear completely irrational i really, really don’t want to be uncomfortable fancy confused this wedding is going to suck, i hate orthodox judaism. in fact, orthodoxy in religion, in general, is bullshit.
there's blood in my mouth
the winnie the pooh christmas special is on tv, i’m waiting for house, and there are curlers in my hair. and i am too in love to care.
infinity
i think forever is one of those things that people have to discover. i mean sure, you can look it up in the dictionary. but that doesn’t really convey the MEANING of forever. and maybe everyone has their own way to define it. i thought i knew what forever meant, but i’ve been proven wrong so many times before. i want to say that now i’ve got it figured out, but the truth is...
“are you SURE this came from a chicken?”
– my brother
“KFC made completely of Dookie Light! Now with 50% less saturated dookie!!”
– my mom
ohh, starship.
“WOAHHH…. ok. you two are on the same couch.”
– Rebecca Perry
wrapped up in amethyst
E. E. Cummings is my favorite. i ache exhaust love kiss yeah. tomorrow, ok? back to dreams, some of which are only stupid little girl dreams and some are not.
"yes, we all know it doesn't apply to YOU..."
: scream sleep run kiss dance jump punch fuck fuck fuck i’m telling you, now, that i’ve never been honest and i never will be. sometimes i just want to be a goddamn housewife.